Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Pent up tension of the 'oh-so-angsty' kind...

I'm sick to the back teeth of everything. Absolutely everything. Everything i'm put through, everything that i have to do to keep everyone else happy, everyone that i'm supposed to keep happy and so much more. Why the hell is life laid out for us to be so stencilled in, the same as the last, a never ending chain of production for the future of mankind. I'm sick of it, mankind can rot for all i care, but not before me.

I hate the way that people expect to have things said to them, done to them and given to them simply because its what they've come to expect and what they think they deserve, how do you deserve anything in this life? How do you qualify for material things? Is there some ####### league somewhere i havn't seen about what hardships we've got to go through just to be allowed to rant once in a while?

How can we be held morally responsible for our actions when they are all pre-determined as is the future of the very universe we live in? What is the meaning of us being here, and more to the point, why the hell should we stay here? Who are we? Are we souls with conciences that can honestly prove to have our own choices and self-determined futures or are we just a series of pre-determined chemical reactions that have an effect on supremely complicated chemical body that effect the world around it?

Why do we persist with our intensely stressfull and meaningless lives? Its plain for all that we're going no-where and yet we seem destined for the promotion of our own genetic material to as many offspring and to give them the best lives possible.

And through all this verbal garbage there looms one truth, one constant for every 'human' on the planet.

Death.

We will all die, no matter what, and so any and all human endevour is utterly, utterly pointless.

Why do we bother eh?

9 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

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18 January 2005 at 21:20  
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19 January 2005 at 18:05  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Why are you feeling so negativly towards life? Ok so nothing's perfect but surly it could be alot worse, u have a girlfriend, who by the sound of it cares bout you alot, (although thanks for wanting people to be able to comment on your blog without her having a go.)What makes you think that people are expecting things from you? You shouldn't be worrying about keeping other people happy in fact from what i've got from your blog you could do with figuring out what makes you happy.
Also i'm not sure bout this whole pre-determined life thing. If you think that way then your never going to gather the motivation to do anything to improve your life. If your so unhappy with life then do something about it, your the only one who can.

Angel

19 January 2005 at 18:06  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Why are you feeling so negativly towards life? Ok so nothing's perfect but surly it could be alot worse, u have a girlfriend, who by the sound of it cares bout you alot, (although thanks for wanting people to be able to comment on your blog without her having a go.)What makes you think that people are expecting things from you? You shouldn't be worrying about keeping other people happy in fact from what i've got from your blog you could do with figuring out what makes you happy.
Also i'm not sure bout this whole pre-determined life thing. If you think that way then your never going to gather the motivation to do anything to improve your life. If your so unhappy with life then do something about it, your the only one who can.

Angel

19 January 2005 at 18:06  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Why are you feeling so negativly towards life? Ok so nothing's perfect but surly it could be alot worse, u have a girlfriend, who by the sound of it cares bout you alot, (although thanks for wanting people to be able to comment on your blog without her having a go.)What makes you think that people are expecting things from you? You shouldn't be worrying about keeping other people happy in fact from what i've got from your blog you could do with figuring out what makes you happy.
Also i'm not sure bout this whole pre-determined life thing. If you think that way then your never going to gather the motivation to do anything to improve your life. If your so unhappy with life then do something about it, your the only one who can.

Angel

19 January 2005 at 18:06  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Why are you feeling so negativly towards life? Ok so nothing's perfect but surly it could be alot worse, u have a girlfriend, who by the sound of it cares bout you alot, (although thanks for wanting people to be able to comment on your blog without her having a go.)What makes you think that people are expecting things from you? You shouldn't be worrying about keeping other people happy in fact from what i've got from your blog you could do with figuring out what makes you happy.
Also i'm not sure bout this whole pre-determined life thing. If you think that way then your never going to gather the motivation to do anything to improve your life. If your so unhappy with life then do something about it, your the only one who can.

Angel

19 January 2005 at 18:07  
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19 January 2005 at 18:08  
Blogger jessgirl said...

Ahhh. The age-old question, "why are we here?" Maybe we are simply hear to live and learn and make the best choices we can when we are able to make choices and learn to live with the things that are preordained.
I have found that I am the most content when I take pleasure in the simple things of the moment.
Just my little philosophy.

19 January 2005 at 22:19  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

we arn't here to make ourselves happy.
whoever does that is just wasting their life.
we are here to make others happy.
my philosophy is;
if you learn to find pleasure in easing the suffering of others you will invaribly live a fulfilled life.
remember, you can measure the worth of a mans life by the number of people who morn his death.

22 January 2005 at 03:36  

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